our 6th Monthsary ^_^

hi baby, happy 6th month ! though were 7, 001 miles, or equivalent to 11,266 kilometers or 6, 083 nautical miles apart :) wow. hanep. too far :l  haha. pero okay lang. love pa rin naman kita eh :) i admit, sa 6 months naten sobrang dame ng nangyare. gaya nga ng nakita mo sa card baby db ? though we sometimes move in different tracks, i`m glad our LOVE never FAILS to bring US BACK :) alam ko naman, as in sobrang minsan inaaraw-araw na naten ang pag-aaway :l and minsan, nakakapikon and nakakainis 

na, but it never changed babe, i still love you, and will always love you no matter what. mapaliit man na bagay o sa mapalaki, sana kht na ganto lang tayo lage, at the end of the day, walang nabawas sa feelings, sana mas lalo pa tayong maging matatag sa lahat. oh, btw, i just bought that card baby. so. iiponin ko na lang muna siya then, tsaka papadala sayo. :) i hope you like it baby :) Ilang gabing malamig na ang dumadaan akoy sanay na sa ting awayan at tampuhan. Pero kahit na ganun pa man ay di ko magawang iwasan ka. May nagtutulak sa loob ko't nagsasabing kailangan kita,naiis man ako ay d ko matigilin na puso ko na tumibok sayo.Hindi ko alam kung bat gan'to dahil sayo. ang ibigin ka'y di ko sadya kahit masakit ay ayos lang dahil mas nangingibabaw ang pagmamahal ko sayo. Madami na ang mga circumstances na nadaan natin di ko hahayaan na mga simpleng bagay lang ang makahahadlang satin. <3

i <3 you so much baby :)

`tiwala

alam ko, nagkamali ako sayo :(

d`ko naman sinasadya,

sana`y mapatawad mo, at bigyan mo pa ng pagkakataong na makabawi ako sayo

at muling maibalik ang tiwala mo.

sana`y patawarin mo na isang katulad ko,

pinagsisihan ko, ang lahat ng mga kasalanang nagawa sayo.

sabihin mo sakin, ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin,

para malaman mo, ang lahat ng ito ay totoo.

ang nais ko lang ay muling maibalik ang tiwala mo mahal. 

 sana`y mapatawad mo ako,

sa mga kasalanan kong hindi ko inakala na masasaktan ko ang isang tulad mo,

ang puso mo ay nasugatan ng grabe,

at ang dame, ang dame mong nalaman sa akin.

 alam ko, nagkamali ako, d`ko naman sinasadya,

sana`y mapatawad mo, at bigyan mo pa ng pagkakataong makabawi ako sayo

at muling maibalik ang tiwala mo.

happy 4th baby :)

omg. so, i really didn`t expect that we are already on our 4th month baby, ambilis naman :) hehehe ^_^ hay. after our last break up na. ewan. hahaha :D well baby, surprisingly we are already here. 4th month.  

 for this short period of time, i learned to love you so deep.. learned to forgive you when you crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much baby for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy 4th Monthsary baby  and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony.. i love you so much baby and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything baby.. i love you always..

mmmm. happy 3rd baby :] smile baby ko <3 sakto lang yung song. sakto lang yung lyrics. pero, love na love na love na love na love na love na love na love na love kita. hahaha :))) ayan ha. madame yan baby :P mejo my mga pagkakamali ako netong nakaraan, pero sana hindi naman yun yung mga maging rason at basehan na hndi tlga kita mahal. alam mo yan baby, alam mo namang mahina ako sa gantong bahay, haha. but i`m trying baby :)) paano ba yan, 3months na tayo :)) ambilis, susunod niyan andito ka na sa pinas baby, wow. sana 2012 na :))) sobrang dame lang nangyare bago tayo umabot dito sa pang 3rd month natin baby. my mga pilit nakikisiksik, naninira, at pinagseselosan mo na sadyang wala na.. pero masaya parin ako baby, kasi kahit paano, nakakaraos tayo sa mga dumadating satin at sadyang matibay lang tlga tayo. ngayon pa lang, nakakatakot na, sobrang dame na natin mga pangarap para satin at sa mangyayare saten, 3years pa ang aantayin, pero mabilis lang ang panahon baka bukas makalawa magkasama na tayo :)) lage ako masaya sayo baby, sana d`ka magbago. sana gnyan ka lang lage. sana tumatag-tag pa tayo. ano ba yan ang drama ko. hahaha :))) pero alam mo baby, mahal na mahal kita. bsta isa lang birthday wish ko para saten. :))) makasama na kita :)) wala namang masama kung yun lage kong wish db? at lageng kinukulit sayo baby?? hahaha :)) makulit na ba ako masyado baby? baby, uwi ka na. please? asap ha. :)) madame pa sana akong sasabihin, kaso baka maubusan nako. hahaha :))) bsta isa lang naman ang dpat kong laging ipaalala sayo baby eh



mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita baby <3


at mag-aantay ako sayo.




pero sana 2012 na tlga :))) excited nako eh :)))

with babe` family :)

si babe na lang kulang :( i already met babe`s family. i admit sobrang kinabahan ako and sobrang nagprepare din ako for this. ahaha :]] so, last may 16, 2011 nameet ko yung family ni baby here sa manila, graduation kasi ni ate em, sa PICC, after grad pumunta kame ng MOA for lunch && after it sumama pako ng caloocan to celebrate ng konte and for me to know them more :))and after how many days, bday na ni ate em, dpat sana surprise yung gift ko for her, kaso kasi ayaw ng red ribbon here sa malate kasi masyadong malayo :l but its ok kasi pumunta na lang ako dun kina-umagahan to give my present, tas pumunta rin kame ng swimming :))ayun, sobrang saya :) lalo na kasama ko mga kids and sila kuya and ate. ako na bunso. hahah :))) proxy lang ni babe :)) i had fun, enjoyed a lot and listen to them a lot :)) too many learnings from them, so the second one was, ineschedule namin ni babe yung punta ko ng vigan :))so, may 31, 2011 i went to vigan to meet formally babe`s mom,dad & his son :) ang sweet namin ni gelo :) thanks to sis espee for fetching me up sa bantay :))so derecho na sa alad bar, i met mommy and daddy, gelo and syempre si ate beth and baby nigel :) sobrang cute :)  anyway, yun nga. parang kasama na rin namin si baby, kasi kausap namin siya sa skype :))) mega inggit siya eh, mega puyat din. sinasabyan kame :)so meeting them was all good. turn out great, a day to remember, they treated me as if i am also part of the family :)) thank you so much guys and thank you baby :)) as i`ve said you have a big family, a family to treasure and they are all nice :)) 




sorry for the late update for this, just wanna share it :)    






i love you ANGEL <3

you`ll never be alone. promise !

can i be your wife and wake up every morning like this ? as  i wake up every morning, i`ll promise that i`ll keep loving you more errday of my life <3


i`ll give you the best of me and love you with every pieces of my heart. <3


MARRY ME. and you`ll never be alone again coz you`re always with me, even in myMIND & HEART WHEREVER I GO.  

engaged ^_^

back to normal. BLOG-BLOG-BLOG. yeah ! i`m so excited to announce that we are already engaged last may 15, 2011. ambilis noh ? sino ba naman ang hihindi sa gnyang offer sayo. lalo na kung napaka sweet, caring and understanding ng mapapangasawa mo? oo. ang swerte ko noh? mahal ko eh, pero mas maswerte siya saken, mabubusog siya sa pagmamahal. lol :D

1month and FOREVER.

"I know there was something very special about you but it still came as a surprise when you reached for the sky and pulled down the stars and made a little heaven here on earth just by coming into my life."


yeah. antagal since nung last na nag-blog ako about samen ng babe ko. we've been a hella busy past few days, and d`namin namamalayan. my isang buwan na rin kame. and hope to be forever. i`ve been busy w/ some shits. like my oral exam, midterms, jerish had a high fever and all that stuff, but the bottom line, we celebrated our first month successfully and great. :) babe made some notes on her FB and that made my heart skip a beat. you know. to be honest, i would always visit her wall, checkin some new stuff, reading her notes, and as always i would always tell my self and to her how lucky i am to have an angel like her. <3 looking back to our convo`s in skype, ym and fb, natatawa ako, then naiisip ko kung pano naging kame nung araw na yun. april 4, 2011. so, this one is dedicated for you baby.

I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin' 

One who knows it's you when you're callin' 

Girls who dries your tears when they're fallin' 

I wanna know you like that 

I wanna be the one you run to when things get crazy 

The only girl that you call your baby 

One whose always got your back 

I wanna know you like that 

I've been waiting for so long and 

What I feelin' is so strong 

Don't leave me here on the edge of my dream 

Will you be there for me? 

Baby make me believe you're the one for me 

Tried to show you how I feel 

But the words got in the way 

Still i gotta let you know what I'm tryin' to say 

let`s just fall in love.

when i dream i think of you 
breath i think of you 
all day i think of you 
give all my love to you my baby boo 
swear its true all i do is think of you 
when i pray i think of you 
far away i think of you 
all day i think of you 
my heart belongs to you my baby boo 
yes its true all i do is think of you 


yay ! 2 weeks na kame ng babybabeboo ko. ^_^. i cant even imagine. hell yeah i`m so excited to hug her tight, say the 3 words. eight letters "ILOVEYOU". mmmm. the other night, nagtampo ako skyna. ^_^ hehe. kasi naman. ee kung ano man yun. samin nalang. i love when she respects me. (a lot ) spoils me. (super) love me & care for me (forever). people always breaking up, fallin in-out of love. i just wanna let you know i`mma nevah let you go. for the rest of my life i wanna be by your side. sometimes you drive me crazy. the only one who`s been there for me,through all this time.  you don't have to worry when I'm all up in the club `Cause' no one else will ever come between the two of us. It's crazy how u got me hooked, babe I'm doing things I never do, babe
And every time I close my eyes, I thank the lord (that I have u). you got my back and baby I got yours. you're incredible, I gotta let you know, That you're my only babe, Make a thug wanna tell the whole world. You came into my life, When I was out of time. And you gave the kind of love to turn the player's life around.  The little things you do, Got me so into you More than you could ever know. 

funny how it all started :]

funny how we started, yes. we`ve started as friends && believe it or not, we haven`t seen each other yet in person, but we almost see each other via skype, oovoo and YM. i just wanna share this blog thingy like. we've been chatting since march 24, 2011. then, w/ almost errday talking not only online but also via phone. the feelings became more stronger. from simple kulitan errday w/ our favorite foods "ISAW" && "FERRERO". w/c turned out to be our "mark" for each other. beacuse i kept on irritating her bout her favorite food, she bought me ferrero. so that whenever i mention the word isaw, she would always scare me that she`ll be eating my ferrero. haha :)))  from the simple kulitan && chit chatting errday, friends was shocked because of our formal changed relationship status in FB. <3 yes, it`s official and i want the whole world to know, how she made me smile from the day that i fvcked up big (i failed) into sweet mornings chatting w/ her. almost 24hrs in front if my laptop. cant even go to sleep w/o even seeing her & all that stuffs. damn madly inlove. april 4, 2011 is the lucky date for us. cant even imagine ourselves, we fell inlove just for a short a period of time. 

1 week plus hundred of forevers

1 week na kame ng babe ko, :) i love you babe. cheers men ! pero bat ganun. parang antagal na namen.Hindi sadya,nakapagtataka parang kilala na kita sa puso at kaluluwa siguro nga, nung unang panahon tayo ay nagmamahalan na't, inulit lang ngayun. at nagtatanong kung bakit muli binigay ng langit sakin katulad mo. Di kita iiwanan puro tamis, walang tabang di na ako mag hahanap ng iba kung baga para sayo, tuloy at wagas para lamang sayo. Without you,Di ako makatulog, sayo what should I do. Diko lubos maisip na mangyayari sakin Ako'y sobrang nabihag mo ako'y sobrang Inlove sayo ipag sisigawan ko sa buong, Mundo sayo lang ako nagka ganto. :)

30 && hundred of FOREVERS.

i dont want to stop from bloggin. coz errday is a perfect day for a perfect day. :)) smile babe :) a call from you via skype.ym.ovoo and even on the phone is great way to start my day and even to start my day w/ a smile on my face. :) always. :) this blog is for yah again babe. it is not to promise anythin or, yeah whatever but really. i just want to fulfill the 29 years that i missed babe. so my countdown starts here. . .


30. the only important is me & you. hundred of forevers <329. i`ll make you smile errday.
28. i`ll show you errday that i care.
27. i`ll show you errday that your special to me :]
26. we`ll be Laughing at something funny together
25.i`ll Listen to you errday(i`ll be  good listener.)
24. we`ll be starting our day w/ a call via skype.ym && oovoo
23.i`ll do little things to make you laugh & smile
22.i`ll hug you errday
21.even your smallest actions is important w/ me
20.i`d be your strength.
19.to be with you at any good place.
18.the only one i call babe <3
17.i always got your back
16.always make you feel, that i`m next to you
15.love all your flaws
14.i`ll take all the pain, worries and sadness in your face.
13. always make you complete.
12.i`ll always make you comfortable w/ me
11.i`ll cook great foods for you.
10. i`ll always make our days memorable
9.i`ll always believe in you that everything will gonna be fine.
8.care for your happiness 
7.send you an errday message tellin that i`ll never let you go. :]
6. i`ll be staying w/ u late at nights just to watch the movie you want.
5. i`ll cuddle you errday.
4. be w/ u trough thick && thin.
3.walk with you errday.
2 hold your hand errday..
1. say I LOVE YOU errday. <3

single to being in a relationship.

 damn so fast that it`all happened for how many days and a week to be exact, a whole week of chit-chattin` round babe. yeah. an "ANGEL" sent for me. :) i thought, it wouldn't go deeper. that hell week that she know`s what am i goin` through. a tough week. but then, she puts on the smile on my face. almost 24/7 in front of my notebook. seeing her && hearing her voice all day, she completes my day w/ her call via YM.SKYPE && OOVOO. && even on the phone. missin her in just a few seconds. then i`mma text her again, to check on her. worrying that much. simple things that made her to be more special to me. <3 i cant explain how am i supposed to react on simple things she does for me. but all i know, i`ve fallen for her. and i`mma love her that much. i`mma make her smile errday. make everyday special and unique. give her all the care that she needs and wants. spoil her w/ my childish acts that make her smile, spoil her w/ my "kakulitan" spoil her w/ isaw. joke. :)) i love her. period !

 captain now i`m crashing, i dunno how it happened, but i know it feel so damn good.till i met this pretty little missile, shot me out the sky.  coz` like i`m in a race but i already won first place. i never thought i`d fall in love as hard like this.

every morning, i look at you and SMILE. :) 

i`m lucky w/ my ANGEL. 

babe i love you <3