our 6th Monthsary ^_^

hi baby, happy 6th month ! though were 7, 001 miles, or equivalent to 11,266 kilometers or 6, 083 nautical miles apart :) wow. hanep. too far :l  haha. pero okay lang. love pa rin naman kita eh :) i admit, sa 6 months naten sobrang dame ng nangyare. gaya nga ng nakita mo sa card baby db ? though we sometimes move in different tracks, i`m glad our LOVE never FAILS to bring US BACK :) alam ko naman, as in sobrang minsan inaaraw-araw na naten ang pag-aaway :l and minsan, nakakapikon and nakakainis 

na, but it never changed babe, i still love you, and will always love you no matter what. mapaliit man na bagay o sa mapalaki, sana kht na ganto lang tayo lage, at the end of the day, walang nabawas sa feelings, sana mas lalo pa tayong maging matatag sa lahat. oh, btw, i just bought that card baby. so. iiponin ko na lang muna siya then, tsaka papadala sayo. :) i hope you like it baby :) Ilang gabing malamig na ang dumadaan akoy sanay na sa ting awayan at tampuhan. Pero kahit na ganun pa man ay di ko magawang iwasan ka. May nagtutulak sa loob ko't nagsasabing kailangan kita,naiis man ako ay d ko matigilin na puso ko na tumibok sayo.Hindi ko alam kung bat gan'to dahil sayo. ang ibigin ka'y di ko sadya kahit masakit ay ayos lang dahil mas nangingibabaw ang pagmamahal ko sayo. Madami na ang mga circumstances na nadaan natin di ko hahayaan na mga simpleng bagay lang ang makahahadlang satin. <3

i <3 you so much baby :)

`tiwala

alam ko, nagkamali ako sayo :(

d`ko naman sinasadya,

sana`y mapatawad mo, at bigyan mo pa ng pagkakataong na makabawi ako sayo

at muling maibalik ang tiwala mo.

sana`y patawarin mo na isang katulad ko,

pinagsisihan ko, ang lahat ng mga kasalanang nagawa sayo.

sabihin mo sakin, ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin,

para malaman mo, ang lahat ng ito ay totoo.

ang nais ko lang ay muling maibalik ang tiwala mo mahal. 

 sana`y mapatawad mo ako,

sa mga kasalanan kong hindi ko inakala na masasaktan ko ang isang tulad mo,

ang puso mo ay nasugatan ng grabe,

at ang dame, ang dame mong nalaman sa akin.

 alam ko, nagkamali ako, d`ko naman sinasadya,

sana`y mapatawad mo, at bigyan mo pa ng pagkakataong makabawi ako sayo

at muling maibalik ang tiwala mo.

happy 4th baby :)

omg. so, i really didn`t expect that we are already on our 4th month baby, ambilis naman :) hehehe ^_^ hay. after our last break up na. ewan. hahaha :D well baby, surprisingly we are already here. 4th month.  

 for this short period of time, i learned to love you so deep.. learned to forgive you when you crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much baby for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy 4th Monthsary baby  and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony.. i love you so much baby and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything baby.. i love you always..

mmmm. happy 3rd baby :] smile baby ko <3 sakto lang yung song. sakto lang yung lyrics. pero, love na love na love na love na love na love na love na love na love kita. hahaha :))) ayan ha. madame yan baby :P mejo my mga pagkakamali ako netong nakaraan, pero sana hindi naman yun yung mga maging rason at basehan na hndi tlga kita mahal. alam mo yan baby, alam mo namang mahina ako sa gantong bahay, haha. but i`m trying baby :)) paano ba yan, 3months na tayo :)) ambilis, susunod niyan andito ka na sa pinas baby, wow. sana 2012 na :))) sobrang dame lang nangyare bago tayo umabot dito sa pang 3rd month natin baby. my mga pilit nakikisiksik, naninira, at pinagseselosan mo na sadyang wala na.. pero masaya parin ako baby, kasi kahit paano, nakakaraos tayo sa mga dumadating satin at sadyang matibay lang tlga tayo. ngayon pa lang, nakakatakot na, sobrang dame na natin mga pangarap para satin at sa mangyayare saten, 3years pa ang aantayin, pero mabilis lang ang panahon baka bukas makalawa magkasama na tayo :)) lage ako masaya sayo baby, sana d`ka magbago. sana gnyan ka lang lage. sana tumatag-tag pa tayo. ano ba yan ang drama ko. hahaha :))) pero alam mo baby, mahal na mahal kita. bsta isa lang birthday wish ko para saten. :))) makasama na kita :)) wala namang masama kung yun lage kong wish db? at lageng kinukulit sayo baby?? hahaha :)) makulit na ba ako masyado baby? baby, uwi ka na. please? asap ha. :)) madame pa sana akong sasabihin, kaso baka maubusan nako. hahaha :))) bsta isa lang naman ang dpat kong laging ipaalala sayo baby eh



mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita baby <3


at mag-aantay ako sayo.




pero sana 2012 na tlga :))) excited nako eh :)))

with babe` family :)

si babe na lang kulang :( i already met babe`s family. i admit sobrang kinabahan ako and sobrang nagprepare din ako for this. ahaha :]] so, last may 16, 2011 nameet ko yung family ni baby here sa manila, graduation kasi ni ate em, sa PICC, after grad pumunta kame ng MOA for lunch && after it sumama pako ng caloocan to celebrate ng konte and for me to know them more :))and after how many days, bday na ni ate em, dpat sana surprise yung gift ko for her, kaso kasi ayaw ng red ribbon here sa malate kasi masyadong malayo :l but its ok kasi pumunta na lang ako dun kina-umagahan to give my present, tas pumunta rin kame ng swimming :))ayun, sobrang saya :) lalo na kasama ko mga kids and sila kuya and ate. ako na bunso. hahah :))) proxy lang ni babe :)) i had fun, enjoyed a lot and listen to them a lot :)) too many learnings from them, so the second one was, ineschedule namin ni babe yung punta ko ng vigan :))so, may 31, 2011 i went to vigan to meet formally babe`s mom,dad & his son :) ang sweet namin ni gelo :) thanks to sis espee for fetching me up sa bantay :))so derecho na sa alad bar, i met mommy and daddy, gelo and syempre si ate beth and baby nigel :) sobrang cute :)  anyway, yun nga. parang kasama na rin namin si baby, kasi kausap namin siya sa skype :))) mega inggit siya eh, mega puyat din. sinasabyan kame :)so meeting them was all good. turn out great, a day to remember, they treated me as if i am also part of the family :)) thank you so much guys and thank you baby :)) as i`ve said you have a big family, a family to treasure and they are all nice :)) 




sorry for the late update for this, just wanna share it :)    






i love you ANGEL <3

you`ll never be alone. promise !

can i be your wife and wake up every morning like this ? as  i wake up every morning, i`ll promise that i`ll keep loving you more errday of my life <3


i`ll give you the best of me and love you with every pieces of my heart. <3


MARRY ME. and you`ll never be alone again coz you`re always with me, even in myMIND & HEART WHEREVER I GO.  

engaged ^_^

back to normal. BLOG-BLOG-BLOG. yeah ! i`m so excited to announce that we are already engaged last may 15, 2011. ambilis noh ? sino ba naman ang hihindi sa gnyang offer sayo. lalo na kung napaka sweet, caring and understanding ng mapapangasawa mo? oo. ang swerte ko noh? mahal ko eh, pero mas maswerte siya saken, mabubusog siya sa pagmamahal. lol :D